I always seem to land on an illegal site somehow im afraid to watch in general now?

even though im always searching interacial and mature older woman online those are my es i ALWAYS seem to click on a misleading window of a very mature looking older girl like 25 at least and it will bring me to an illegal site..which i always report to an fbi tips and information hotline im so scared and i hate the ******* perverts who put this out i fear for my freedom and quite frankly am disgusted iver reported over 12 sites to the fbi..do you think theyll come and get me i dont want to go to jail for 10 years im only 18 and am in no way twisted enough to get off to babies..my fiances pregnant with my first child and im thinking of suicide im so distraught im thinking about getting rid of my laptop its not fair why cant kiddie be universally blocked from the internet its ****** up